Suicide Watch

I know the Golden Truth
glorious and beautiful
path through Patience

and I am not afraid of you
on the contrary
be afraid of me
Illuminated Silence
finally, you are as quiet as surprised
to see me being consumed by fire
burnt into a diamond of answers

just a wild guess as far as the problem I have
and always have had with this life
is that it ends in an alien expanse called Eternity
behind the veil
out of touch
but I have been walking on the very edge between the two worlds
the two fairy-tales
the whole time
perceptible
painful steps since biological childhood
and out of this state
this process
program
beyond annoying protein quest
beyond the longest suicide watch, I humbly recollect
but the wait is over
inherited chains broke off my neck
and it ends
this uncomfortable transient form
corruptible flesh
converts back into luminous shine
didn’t I tell you?
God is Great

 

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