Visible density

In my world
Earth is a cave
blinded by rotating fireworks
consciousness doesn’t evolve
it expends beyond all concepts
thoughts get corrupted
gravity is a false notion
time a lie

there is the beginning and an end to each life
while existence lasts beyond visible density
In my world
I am not looking for understanding
in the end
the living tree will not feel for a fallen leaf

every man for himself
is the only religious experience
I have inherited from my reptile ancestors
playing observant
silent gods
it doesn’t help me defeat primitive drives
when I am feeding them with all the fire
I can master within the limits of my anatomy
attached to a universal free spirit
cosmos is made of

here
my brain is so much wiser than reptilian reality
the reality I give as little nourishment as humanly possible
to literally
fuck off

cannibal
dark
monstrosity
I try to get away from
before it confuses my priorities
and I am forced to let it feed on me