Month: September 2021

love is the only exit strategy worth living for

bars of gold
brass medals
iron cross
and you are just a clay figurine
keeping your head down
rushed
running for cover
undone by desires

don’t you think finding purpose masqueraded as finding meaning for too long?
turn around
look me in the eyes
whatever you become I have been before:
a fool

if you see me shed tears
I am lying to you
I am not attached to anything
money
memories
bread
mean nothing since I made sense of my prayers

angels
demons
ready to start over when you are

 

 

 

 

In my world
Earth is a cave
blinded by rotating fireworks
consciousness doesn’t evolve
it expends beyond all concepts
thoughts get corrupted
gravity is a false notion
time a lie

there is the beginning and an end to each life
while existence lasts beyond visible density
In my world
I am not looking for understanding
in the end
the living tree will not feel for a fallen leaf

every man for himself
is the only religious experience
I have inherited from my reptile ancestors
playing observant
silent gods
it doesn’t help me defeat primitive drives
when I am feeding them with all the fire
I can master within the limits of my anatomy
attached to a universal free spirit
cosmos is made of

here
my brain is so much wiser than reptilian reality
the reality I give as little nourishment as humanly possible
to literally
fuck off

cannibal
dark
monstrosity
I try to get away from
before it confuses my priorities
and I am forced to let it feed on me

sir,
you are being hunted
safe houses are hunted
holy waters contaminated
instincts are worked to kill
horses of apocalypse got as savage as riders

tell me something new, sir
tell me what’s on your mind?
since my mind got infected with hallucinations
tell me that
a new generation needs a kick in the face
air heavy with bitterness but I still hope to see people fly
Jesus in lethargy
is this a joke?
let the patience run out and the sky fall down
embrace rising
embrace shining
fireflies escape the system of the jar with light

sir,
why did you shut your mouth?
why did you throw away your madness?
comatose is not good enough
you need to die to be reborn
your soul will peel the paint off the walls
to come back as a body with a face
after it learns to walk on water a step ahead
of the vampire below
all dust
all lies
I am taking waterfall of darkness
to Sunday dance,
sir
no time
is where I go

life is a pretty radical melody to them
I hope you do not intend to go quiet
put it on fire Kowalski
escalate
Smith
Haddad
Patel

the everlasting message of energy in power
whenever the minds collide
to create thunder
how do you tell motionless and voiceless from corrupt?
wake the synchronicity to defeat the parasite sitting on your lap
listening to your heart
draining all desires
calming the riot with cerebral spells
short-wave deceit eating your brain
just a man
refrain from progression into subjectivity
don’t babysit the impurity of the fallen