Gardener

some people nurture the lie
others choose to be deceived
from dishonest to dumb
what a way to survive for a day
among the floods of hell
go places blind
unable to read the script between the lines
critter folded in mud stuck for another bottom life

warnings fell on deepwater
signs
you will never know
which future has drowned and
which future still floats on the surface of silence
to keep you down
to make you forget your fantasy
to make you never touch
neither blue nor white of the clouds above
perception
dreams
I say
you are being moved to trash by the upper hand
tossed into cultivated dirt
made grow spikes to respond to pain
grow horns
grow sick with the disease
this unfamiliar ground has poisoned every root
you drank liquid future with

is it true
no plant
escapes this gardener unharmed?

 

Off

It is the same life over five decades
I am dealing with
mess
forced into pinky
wobbly mass inside the skull
thank God I kept changing arrangements
territories
superstitions
real and digital women to dreams
conspiracies
burning houses to desires
countries
waterfalls to darkness in ammo clips and traffic signs shut dead through the temple and heart
streets opening to hell on collapsable Earth
where they gave us drugs for freedom
porn for virginity
war for entertainment
through the thick and thin global disease
of meaningless

I am so lucky I make sense of error codes
escape routes
one-night-stands to sugar mornings
wild eye in the sky couldn’t care less for the paths of my brain
understand words I made of spring clay and rainfall
after life summary will only say
this Polack kid
fucked the criminal governments
to his grave
no matter what choices are made
it will all end in one place
and he read it in his broken DNA
that sculpted the smile on his face
others confused for madness