how do I
born out of that crumpled night
conjure up answers to questions you madly asked?
how do I find your tears in the falling rain I deliberately seeded outside?
how do I turn yesterday into now and forever
as we planned
when together was still an option?
visions of us
easy to say
easy to play the light and shadow games
trading days for happiness or misery
pleasure or pain
insane
insane arrangement
everything remains caught inside
time capsule grows transparent
as desires fade into illusions