Restless

once on the other side I will start anew as particle of God
element of holy dust
crystal drop in a river of light
twinkle in the Eye
being human down here hurt my guts real bad
so weird to have that
look at all the blood and illusions
even the stars went silent  at the cemetery of sky
mourning its dead and the fate I got from its reckless play above
said too much about where I have been
what I have seen behind the curtain of reality that fell on me
but soon I am getting out to fight another eternity
as it couldn’t wait past this life
it seems
to materialize