Watching us

I no longer desire to kill
no longer dream to live
life is a flash
and I shine for no bliss
just to see
a smile on your face
spark in your eyes
and I sink with air
to make seeded clouds
disappear from skies above
blue and red foreign skies
foreign stars
look at them
all over the place
they see us scream and fight
they see us die
and all we are
all we are is dust on the face
in the lungs
in the throat of tired God
spitting us