Basic human need

I need eternity
away from it all
somewhere outside time and place I am in now
away from the  grind of blind days and nights
falling on my fate out of the vulgar and profane
as everyday I am made to watch
theater of cosmos burn and collapse above

thus you see
I do
need eternal light
to take me away
from a black and white templet under my feet
alternating killing grounds in the game below to live

game
you lose with every step as you breath
dust inside
dust outside
all around dust of going bad and insane

I believe I had a fare share of chaos and loss to deserve that
strayed in the wilderness of civilized Earth
in its cities
on the roads that lead in circles
into the same vanity circus of objects and clowns

became so painful
to last

Limitations

To believe that God came up with only three basic races of humans while creating a slave is openly blasphemous. It would mean that God has no imagination  or his technological abilities are limited. Unless there is some agreement not to cross certain design boundaries which would explain unnatural human limitations on top of poor variations. Another option is we really do not know what’s around us.

You are wrong

I am having a bad day
too bright
too long
it began when I was born and I am told it will end
when I stop being myself
that would be right after I am dead
on the left side of throne sucking up to Lord
routine crowd
savior and angels

my day had so many bright hours I lost touch with time
usually slow as fuck
but I bet every hour had a meaning in its own episode
in the great cosmic gimmick some call Greater Order
in your face
you are wrong
it is a circus of mistakes and problems
I wouldn’t mind going through less enlightenment
sitting alone in a dark room
with silence eating away my brains
who cares
lost souls belong to nowhere

kobiety przychdzą jakby nie mialy gdzie pójść
a odchodzą jakby ktoś zawsze na nie czekał
women come as if they had no where to go
and they leave as if someone was always waiting for them

 

Kiedyś miałem kobietę która nie wiedziała co ze sobą zrobić
i jak tylko odeszła
zaraziła mnie
Once I had a woman who didn’t know what to do with herself
and as soon as she left
she infected me

 

Poczucie wolności jest właśnie tym…poczuciem
Feeling of freedom is just that, a feeling, and nobody cares about your feelings.

What comes your way depends on who you let post signs on it.

Suicide is a terrible cowardice that takes quite a lot of courage to commit.

“All hosts are equal in our democratic society ” said the parasite.

 

Followers of crimes

It is easy to send humans to death for non-humans.
So the question is if non-humans are born or made?
Or maybe few born non-humans created a culture to make non-humans among humans to have an obedient following in crimes.
Humanity’s fall is measured in the number of these followers.

Wars

Wars are Satan doing good on the promise to God on fast delivery of humans at no extra charge.

that’s the question

to kill or not to kill
what’s left
will you have the strength
to kill your body before your body kills you?
will against predicament
duel to define the substance of being…
dilemma of a moth feeding with wings a candle’s flame
that is burning inside its thorax